I go through phases. Somedays I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then somedays, I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me.
kill your curiosity
1. Last kiss: um Sunday
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: 😏
4. Last song you listened to: Malestrom!!
5. Last time you cried: yesterday, erryday.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yeah.
7. Been cheated on: yeah.
8. Self harmed: yeah..
9. Lost someone special: mhm.
10. Been depressed: heh
11. Been drunk and threw up: yeah
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex: yeah
13. How many people have you had sex with this year? Hmm
15. Made a new friend: yeah
17. Laughed until you cried: probs.
18. Met someone who changed you: not this year.
19. Found out who your true friends were: already had.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: always. That’s what people do.
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: cried.
27. What time did you wake up today: got woken up at 9 😤
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: her
30. Last time you saw all of your siblings at the same time: hm probably my birthday party..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my mental illnesses.
32. What are you listening to right now: people walking and talking around the ward..
33. When is the last time you had sex? No comment.
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now: no one.
35. Most visited webpage: tumblr.
36. Favorite colour: black 💁
37. Nicknames: Lana, Lali, La, Allainer, etc.
38. Relationship Status: taken.
39. Zodiac sign: cusp of Gemini and Taurus.
40. Male or female: female.
41. Primary school: nps
42. Secondary School: lowanna 😒
43. High school/college: ..
44. Eye color: hazel.. My eyes are spaz.
46. Height: 5 ft 4
47. Do you have a crush on someone: no?
48. What do you like about yourself: my mental strength and resilience I guess…
49. Piercings: a few
50. Tattoos: yeah.. Dunno how many.
51. Righty or lefty: righty
53. First piercing: lobes
54. First best friend: some girl..
55. First hookup: ew
56. First Bestfriend: ..
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: water!
61. I’m about to: be bored in bed all night and probs chain smoke 😒
62. Listening to: ugh ^
63. Waiting for: to get out of this place.
64. Want kids? Not sure…
65. Get married? Maybe.
66. Career: something in nursing not exactly sure which area yet.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: both.
68. Hugs or kisses: both! I need some.
69. Shorter or taller: shorter.
70. Older or Younger: either.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: I like both..
73. Sensitive or loud: in between.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship. I don’t do ‘hook ups’
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: yeah
77. Drank hard liquor: yeah 😒
78. Lost glasses/contacts: don’t need them
79. Had sex: ah yeah.
80. Broken someone’s heart: yeah
82. Been arrested: yeah
83. Turned someone down: yeah.
84. Cried when someone died: mhm.
85. Fallen for a friend: yep..
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: I didn’t but now I kind of do 😍
88. Love at first sight: hm not love.
89. Heaven: nah..
90. Santa Clause: I wish.
91. Kiss on the first date: nah.
92. Angels: nah.
93. How would you label yourself? I wouldn’t.
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For: I don’t pray 😒
95. Did you sing today: mhm.
96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About: Er fuck I dunno.. I know who I care the least about though.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? I would NOT
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For: to be out of here and in her arms tbh.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yep but who isn’t?
100. Do you like the way you look? Meh sometimes.
You know what’s a big turn on? When you’re making out with someone and they just randomly get on top of you. Yeah that is fucking great.
Some people are old at 18 and some are young at 90. Time is a concept that humans created.
If I consider you a close friend chances are I’m gonna be at least a little gay with you
in America, black people are being gunned down simply for being alive, gay people can’t get married/can’t get jobs, politicians say women are asking for rape, trans people are being murdered every day, Middle Easterns are suspected to be terrorists, white men are defended for shooting up schools, teenage boys are building bombs to murder family and schoolmates and yet people still have the audacity to say this is the land of the free